should i stay or should i go?

craig has invited me to go to germany with him for four short days.  i have been back and forth, up and down, and all over the place.  there are always so many things to walk away from.  in this case, i would be shirking responsibilities with my primary lesson, chaperoning the christmas dance, baptisms, and the general mom things that happen each and every day.  last night when i went to bed, i for sure wasn't going.  today, i'm not so sure.  it would be so awesome to spend five straight days with craig taking in christmas markets in western europe.  a dream come true really.  i guess i'll see how i feel in the morning.  haha.